Assalamu'alaikum...
Halo...
Good morning...
Annyeonghaseyo...

*krik*

Oke,
Jadi sebenarnya pagi ini muncul di blog bukan karena gw mendapatkan suatu ide brilliant buat jadi bahan gosip & myself-talk, tapi cuma karena lagi bete nungguin unduhan Running Man eps.173, yang membutuhkan waktu unduh biasanya 3-4 jam untuk tontonan yang habis dibabat dalam waktu 1,5 jam saja. Maklum, loyal fan. This Korean show is kinda like dopping to me. Sedikit-banyak it does boost my mood. I woof woof RM!

Ngomong2, i haven't told you story of my heart edisi terbaru yaaa, Bloggie??
HAHAHAHA
#markicur Mari Kita Curhat~

So, there is this one guy. He's Amy and Yoga's senior in BEM FISIP UI. He's one year older than us. It was a trouble-ish night when i first saw him. Waktu itu gw lagi di UI, niat awal cuma mau ambil baju yang gw pake ke JGTC a week before that i left at Amy's kosan, tapi malah berakhir dimintain tolong bantuin kerjain tugas dia, as usual, to translate her task materials. Kita kerjain itu tugas sekitar jam 7 malam di Ruang BEMnya, then gw dikenalin ke temen2, juga seniornya AmYoga. I felt so welcomed there and they were like, "Ooh ini toh yang namanya Anis". Yup, bukan Amy namanya kalau ga curhat2 manja sama orang2 yang udah dia anggap dekat, which is her BEM friends are considered to close, iya, jadi dia udah beberapa kali cerita tentang gw ke mereka. Lalu, dari rubem, pindah ke takor.

At Takor...
Ternyata waktu itu lagi ada acara malam eksplorasi bagi para kandidat Ketua & Wakil BEM FISIP, jadi di sana cukup ramai. I was a stranger and wearing bright yellow cardigan huhu i was so bright like a diamond. Back to the topic: I saw him. Dia, salah satu kandidat wakil ketua BEM yang lagi duduk menunggu giliran orasi sambil pegang catatan kecil dengan muka yang rada nervous. Oh ya, mungkin aja dia grogi karena ada gw di bangku penonton...*krik* Terusnyah, gw mulai deh tuh kepo-kepo cantik ke Amy tentang siapakah dia hihi. Ya sudahlah, setelah beberapa malam berlalu, pengetahuan gw akan Aa (kita sebut saja dia, Aa) meningkat pesat even melampaui Amy.*wink* Ya, ketertarikan perempuan akan seorang laki-laki akan tiba-tiba membuatnya menjelma menjadi seorang detektif yang credible. Lolol. Gw sudah berselancar di beberapa media yang mencantumkan namanya dan nama orang-orang terdekatnya. Gw bahkan nemu pin BB-nya dong! Heheee.

Kenapa ya bisa tiba-tiba tertarik padanya?
First impression itu biasanya secara fisik toh? Ya, si Aa memang tergolong good looking buat gw dan sepertinya ini juga alasan awal mata gw menemukan dia, tapi tentunya sekedar good looking ga bakal menyebabkan gw "segitunya" dong sama dia karena good looking people are everywhere and i can simply meet them along my road from home to campus. Nah, setelah melakukan research lah gw jadi sedikit tahu laki-laki seperti apakah Aa ini dan *drumroll* he is suchan ideal future husband i have dreamed of.

Dear the merciful Allah SWT,
Is it okay for me to admire him?
I promise it won't surpass my admiration to Rasulullah SAW.

-171213-

Little piece of my day sweetness

8:46 AM

Been about 2 weeks since i been watching this video over and over again. The song itself has stayed on my current playlist in playback mode. This MV is sweet. Touching. Sincere. Beautiful. Whatvs. I swear in the name of the massive blackhole out there. Haha. The singer, Lee Seung Chul, used one man who had planned to propose his woman he has dated for 8 years-they say, as the model in his music video titled "My Love". The man was made a proposal event by the singer (& team, ofc). This mv was released on June 2013 and this couple got married on Sept 2013-as people say again. Btw, i did shed tears when i first watched this mv. I am sucha melancholic person, despite my selfhood test result, that is choleric-phlegmatic. XD Anyway, I love this video.

Talking about love, again,
Lately i-do-gaf for this matter:( idk what's with my self huahahaha kinda sad inside, but really i just don't understand why... However, i'm okay all the way. I really am.

One thing i know for sure: I love seeing people falling in love. It is so nice.


*PS: The saying on the video thumbnail above is jempolan. Cannot agree for more. "'It's ok', those words are a pathetic lie." ...sometimes.


-061213-

Bitterness korean stuff sweetness

2:02 AM

Today was seriously insane. Literally insane.

I lately have mount of campus projects as final exam is coming up in 2 months; One presentation for tomorrow, photography final photo for this sunday, autism pr campaign idea on wednesday, business plan, etc...., and the last is photography course work 3 which is da most complicated one whooooh /sigh.

Here is the Photography CW 3:

See that? Scavenger's cart, sun flower, Bundaran HI~ Along with the technics~

The story begins...

I had made an appointment with Bella and Sarah to finish this CW today. We decided to do it near Sarah's house since she was the one who has the sunflower, so i and Bella went to Cilandak by Bus. First silly moment: I saw te Bus was already going from its pool when i and Bella just met. We then took ojek to chase the bus. It felt like in a movie, pretty cool, but the anti-climax was appear that actually the bus hasnt gone for far. We rode the ojek only about 50 meters and it stopped at the moment that is supposed to be possible-for-us-to-just-walk. The abang ojek laughed hard on me, because taking ojek was basically my idea.

I and Bella arrived at Cilandak Town Square after moving from bus to taxi to wait Sarah pick us up. Everything ran smoothly, except the usual traffic jam. Skip~ Sarah came. Her house isnt far from Citos, so we took a walk so that se could also seek for scavenger's cart. We found one but unluckily the owner was none. Skip~ Second silly moment: We went to campus at 12ish pm by car and being dropped at BNI 46 building to take te 3rd photo task. When i was about turn off from car, i realized that i left my BAG at Sarah's house! What on earth happened to my brain ㅠㅠㅠ they all cracked up on my face including Sarah's driver and maid. Me? Dying in stomach cramp because of laughter. I ended up just holding my camera and tablet. Oh and my tumbler! Why not my tumbler which is left, strangely my bag instead?

Jump over the curiousity part of how could i forgot one essential thing for woman to the third tragedy: We planned to use BRI Sudirman building as the background for our task. When i already posed as the trial object, the securty yelled at us to forbid us to take photo, we then were expelled in front of many employes. How dare he being so rude! He could just come near to us and tell us not to do so. Yasudah gw jutekin aja itu bapak2.

Forth silly moment: We moved to Sudirman Park Apartment. This time we asked for the security's permit first. Bapak Satpamnya sih ga ngomel ya, tapi jawab seadanya, "kl mau foto sekali aja abis itu pergi non." then he left us. It somehow meant no. So, we just came in class.

Fifth silly moment: My class went to Bundaran HI to get the low light photo. Every litlle piece of stuffs is good, except hundred eyes that saw us, 20ish young people standing at the edge of the crowded road, holding camera. Seemed like reporters but with no professional face. We then climbed up portal in front of police post there. We also took photo from that police post. Out of blue, satu Bapak Polisi ngomelin kita terus kita sekelas diusir dari Po Polisi Bundaran HI, padahal sebelumnya kita udah izin.

Sudahlah capek. Bahahaha.

Yet guys, i need to tell you that sunflower is really pretty.

-251113-

Little piece of my day

10:17 PM

"Selalu ada resiko patah hati saat jatuh cinta. Ya tp itu lah hidup, tp ya ga mau gt jg, ya tp gimana ya, tp, tp, tp yaudalaya.”

Does anyone relate my statement above? (how i wish someday, somebody read this blog ㅎㅎㅎ)
That testimony snap popped out after i am being an ear to my new-mate-since-some-hours ago's past love story. She got the slightly similar story as mine, so i automatically did reckon in that seminar guy. Haha.

....................................
Speaking of Love,

Love gives you worries, insecurities, tears, pain, anger, jealousy, hatred-sometimes, discomfort, ignorance, hostility, laziness, fear, apalagi ya...

However,

Love also gives you joy, stupid smile, self confidence, faith, bravery, caring sense, acceptance, tingling feeling, shame, ardor, sympathy, empathy, ease, and is sacred, high, apalagi ya...

Love. Love? Love! Love...

...........................
One quick-random post from Puncak, Bogor (LSPR FOMS Gathering) hahaha.


-241113-

Bitterness sweetness

12:05 AM

Because we never know whose day one simple nice smile of ours has brightened.

-NA-231113

Live young and act nice

7:48 AM

We, sometimes, can learn more with one closed mouth and wide-opened eyes.

-NA-231113

Live young and act nice

7:37 AM

#1: A guy who can be my safety hideout.

-NA-211113

sweetness

10:38 PM

I'm, right now, writing this at Bekasi Train Station~

I'm so frustated that i am left by commuterline (departure 12 am)!!!
So mad!
Why so mad? I am used to coming late anyway. Lol:"(. It's because i have a strict-lecturer class at 1pm that he won't lemme participate in class if i am late by 5 mins after he came :((( and i already have had 3 absents for this lecture. I am seriously gaining 2 horns on my head. If someone is gonna pissin me off, they better don't mind to be spat by me. I helped my dad to do some of his tasks before go, so i am a bit late that i didn't leave home off to station at max. 11.15 :(

Throwing back memories, as i said above that i am used to coming late in almost any occasions since i was an elementary schooler, seems people do think that late is my nature. I feel bad for my self. I never meant to be late. Really.

I just have this habit of overthink of what to wear and what to bring. That's the most often reason behind my tardiness. I even ever had 3,5 hours to dress up! As if i am a worldwide diva!! Shame on me...haha.

Another stupid reason,
I some times miss seeing the time. For illustration, this happened 6 days ago that i had an appointment with Abel to attend news club meeting at 11 am. I don't know what was going on with my eyes at that time, but i saw that was still 8 am, instead of 9 am, so i enjoyed my preparation time leasurely. Btw, it tooks 2 hours from home to campus + at least an hour to prepare. So, that time, Abel had come to campus at 11.00ish while i came at 12.00ish. So silly. I felt guilty towards her. Fortunately, she already knows me well enough that she didn't go over rage heheheh.

Don't want to, will not, may not, must not come late again. Ever.

I'm in dire need to fix my habit.


Edit:
Universe seemed to go hard on me. The 12.30 pm train got stopped at Cakung and Jatinegara, it hella took my time! Bad luck. After touching down Manggarai at 5mins to go to 1 pm, i was rushed to take ojek on a super sunny day and i paid him 25k rupiahs. I finally arrived at campus at 1 pm something (less than 20 mins) but the lecturer was already in class so i was kicked out of class huhu, so...i surpass my absence chances limit (4 times). Cannot be late again or i'll go thru enroll class for photography on semester 5 for 6 months-_________- *noooo*

I felt like crying that i couldn't make it after some sacrifices i did. Just imagine this, taking ojek at such time when i didn't put any sunblock on my face and have a grudge to dust. Lucky me that i always have one small towel in my bag. Without thinking much, i fully cover my face with the towel, didn't care about people who might think i'm looking weird. Hueheu.

My mood swung into the worst part ever since i am being a college-er due to that incident. I decided to skip the next lecture, that is statistic, i went home instead, then sleep, the be happy again. Finishhh~ :-D

Ini frustating banget loh.


-211113-

Bitterness

12:54 PM

Yes, i do have bad commitment in writing. Anyway,


So, it is a wrap. At last, my life gave me a break (not saying that i'm terribly busy tho hahha). I have done watching. The Master's Sun. A korean horror comedy romantic drama which i have craved for 3 months back. Starring So Ji Sub whom i sooo adore and the-so-called-queen-of-comedy-drama Gong Hyo Jin. The drama has finished airing since the beginning of october, if i'm not mistaken. They said, it reached high rating every weeks. Yea this drama screamed it out even to international extent.

The story started when Tae Gong Shil (Gong Hyo Jin) stopped Joo Joong Won (So Ji Sub)'s car on a stormy night. Gong Shil was a craven woman who had sixth sense. She could see ghosts after an accident happened 7 years ago that affected her look like a 4-dimensional-person. Whilst Joong Won was a cold-hearted, money-oriented, and very good looking, oh and hot CEO of Kingdom Group. After their 1st unintentionally meeting, Gong Shil  realized that Joong Won was like her shelter as the ghosts would disappear from her sight everytime she touched Joo Joong Won Sajangnim. Lets just make it short~she then found dozen of ways to stay close to him, then they made an agreement of she being his radar to solve spirit's problem around his business, property, and stuff, then they fell for each other, then they experienced a separation, then the last they made it for each other. Happy ending is a must for drama i watch.

What makes me head over heels in love with this drama is the fun and unexpected plot and definitely the love atmosphere they made. Although it's a horror wrapped love story, it is not as creepy as i thought at first. As craven as i am, i managed to watch it without covering my eyes from the fourth episode. I did crack up a lot on Gong Shil-Joong Won interaction, moreover on scenes where Joong Won told Gong Shil's deed when her body was possessed by spirits. I also cried some times over some ghost's problem; The ghost of soccer player's gf and the military dog ghost :"(.

No matter how hilarious or scary this drama is, this still is a love story that is supposed to be a heart-wrenching story. The ups and downs in a relationship were delivered well by them. They shared romance in the way i like. Such a cool and straight expression man falls in love and be clumsy in his efforts to shower an innocent and mischievous woman his love is just seriously cute for me. Tbh, i out of blue feel cramped inside my heart after ate this drama for non-stop 18 hours. Pardon my a lil bit disgusting statement :p I have come to my first year of having no lovely-man-besides, so it seems i have had longing for this and this drama just worsens things. It's normal tho to feel lonely sometimes, rite!?! lol. The sweetness they do did really get my heart races. As well as the bad things happened between them two succeeded to leave my heart hurt.

Who can stand being treat this way, Joong Won Sajangnim?

This is sick! I so heart the skinships they do <3

Last but not least, there is one my most favorite scene. It was when Joong Won mad and snapped at Gong Shil because she tried to pull off fake stories of her convo with Joong Wonnie's ex gf (she didnt mean it to be negative actually:( ), so she apologized then leave. On her way home, she saw a traffic accident which made her saw some spirits of newly dead victims, she got frightened. Out of nowhere, Joong Gon came and hug her to comfort her T_T. I cannooooooooot take this scene without having an "ache" in my heart.
Here is the pic...

"When heart doesn't tell you the truth, 

the pain will give the answer."

*PS: If So Ji Sub and Gong Hyo Jin go date for real, i would offer my 99% approval. /otl as if i matter... 

-101113-

korean stuff sweetness

11:18 PM

Halooo! (menyapa, seakan ada yang bakal baca tulisan ini)

Sebenernya gw bukan perawan lagi di dunia blog. Sejak masih pake putih-biru which is about 6 years ago (yeay belum tua kan gw), kayaknya gw udah bikin lebih dari 4 akun di blogger tapi karena satu dan lain hal (re: lupa password, mood nulis terlampau labil, dsb), jadi lah ke-eksis-an gw di jurnal dunia maya semi-pribadi ini bersifat maya juga(?). Cuma ya karena pada dasarnya gw tipe cewek yang suka curhat2 cantik sama diri sendiri terusnya debat2 sok asik sama diri sendiri juga (jangan anggap ini menyedihkan.), i somehow seem to need "wadah", jadi aja gw rajin bikin akun blog lagi dan lagi. Walaupun postingan di tiap blog2 tsb sepertinya belum pernah ada yang lebih dari 20 biji. Hahah.

Anyway, if you see my blog title "what goes around, comes around", since a year back it has already been one holy saying for me to keep my self alarmed to be responsible for everything i do. Kata orang sih makna simpel dari kalimat tsb karma. Namun, (gaya ya pake namun. Ini semua gara2 guru B.Indonesia kelas 9 yang selalu ngingetin kata "tapi" itu ga boleh ada di awal kalimat. Jadilah gw pengguna kata "namun".) berhubung dalam Islam ga dikenal apa itu karma, gw prefer mendasarkan kalimat itu ke apa yang Dia bilang di Al-Qur'an, "Dan orang yang berdosa tidak akan memikul dosa orang lain..." Nyambung kan yah? Nyambung dong? Nyambung lah. Intinya gw ga mau neko2 gitu lah ke orang. Pokoknya, meaning itu kalimat tuh ya oke punya banget lah bagi diri gw.

Udahaaaaaan. First posting, a lil bit sok philosophist, padahal isi otak masih cetek, nulisnya ga beralur baik dan benar pula. Yaudalaya, sekedar melampiaskan hasrat ingin menulis aja kok. Bye.


-200913-

12:16 AM